You know the song "this little light of mine" right? Well it feels like my light has been dieing slowly and I think I will eventually turn to stone and all that would be left is the crumbled remains of a wasted life (not a good feeling). I have been so foolish and sluggish as of late. I have neglected to read my bible and have forgotten to pray so many times. I am a christian who has not been living a life centered on Christ! I must be retarded for it to have taken me this long to realize just how boring life has been like this. Have you ever fallen asleep during church? (I sure have) And your friend next to you has to wake you up before you start snoring. So picture me sleeping and God is my friend and the pastor. I don't know how to explain this change any better but I have started praying for wisdom and seeking it via the bible. "They are fools, and their own complacency will destroy them." I don't want to be destroyed.
and that concludes my crazy rambling for tonight.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
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